You know what says a lot? When you're trying your best for your sibling just to spend time with you. But you and your parent have to force them to. It goes to show that its rather one-sided. Your sibling asks if you're okay, not wanting you to be sad. It doesn't matter, if I have to force my sibling to spend time with me. Then its not worth the trouble to go after them. I don't have a lot of friends near me, I don't have a car to go out and do stuff. I cannot go anywhere except my neighborhood. Blocking it out will make the future hurt less.